my own world of thoughts

biarkan hidupku menjadi rahsia…seumpama lirik lagu dibawah ini..usah ditanya siapa yang bersamaku ketika ini…kerana tiada jawapan dapat ku beri…

BIARLAH RAHSIA-

pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
berada di tempat ku
membayangkan pahit manis berlaku
tak siapa yang tahu
mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan
berdepan dengan kata menyesatkan
tak kan ku melupakan
tiada pertimbangan

dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantas ku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia
pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika berada di tempatku

…..sedih merajai seluruh jiwaku pabila lagu ini dialunkan di pancainderaku…serasa satu perasaan yang sukar untuk diungkapkan dengan kata-kata..lalu kuputuskan…biarlah rahsia….

hello there….im here again….in my own world of thoughts…..rite now im just finished study on hdv….fuhhh…..felt so relief….but then still got 3 subjects to go…so jannah…gogogogogo…chayok chayok….

my biggest concern rite now is competency in bahasa melayu…i know it sounds funny for a malay student to worry abt her profiencancy in bm…but indeed it is true….i hv trouble in making sentence..i mean a proper one with grammatically correct n when im trying to construct sentence in bm, it’ll end up with nonsense…so im bit worried now since dat i hv to write a essay during the exam…hah….it’s next week…the battle for all chrt 3′ students…gud luck guys….

ok ok ok….got to go now…..

starting to work out on my fav subj: PHILOSOPHY!!!

daaaaaaaaaa……….

….listen to dis song makes me wondering…..

is there anyone outside will always be my side when im sad or having problems???

or am i going to be forever alone in dis world???

later, i did realize dat….my family are always be there for me….n my friends too….

plz listen to dis song guys…..n hopefully i will get what i want to say…

dis song is such an insipiring song…

THE VOICE WITHIN

Young girl don’t cry
I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it’s alright
Your tears will dry, you’ll soon be free to fly

When you’re safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing’s harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

Chorus:
When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don’t hide
You’ll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you’re gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It’s so hard to stand your ground when you’re so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Chorus

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you’re learning
You’ll find all you’ll ever need to know
(be strong)
You’ll break it
(hold on)
You’ll make it
Just don’t forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can’t do
No one can stop you, you know that I’m talking to you

Chorus

Young girl don’t cry I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall

p/s: from christina aguilera

it’s been a while since i hvn’t written in "my own world of thoughts"…it’s not like im busy of what…but the server here is down during the last weekend…

tonite, here in chomel’s room, i will talk sumthing on relationship…lately,sum1 has been asking me on this topic…n so sad dat i didn’t know what to answer…n start showing my stupidity on this subject which is so embrassing moment to me…seeing all my friends around my circle already hv their own "sweetheart" make me feel inferior because i haven’t hv one…sounds like im making dis thing up…but indeed it’s true…

actually, i used to hv one guy in my life..he’s like the moon, the star,the sun..everything dat ever existed in this world…we hv great times together…but i didn’t know y, suddenly we fall apart n lost contact…without any reasons,he left me…with no explainations…he just dumped me like dat..make me lives in confusion..when i tried to contact him, he off his phone..ended my calls..not replying my msgs..made my life so miserable..n lost…

it happened  3 years ago..n till then, i don’t fully recovered…not even now….my heart is not ready for another commitment..n i even scared to talk to the guys…maybe sum will say that im so sombong with them…but im not…it just…like dat…no explainations for dat….so…guys..im sorry if i become so reserved n only talking to my own same gender…..

i think dat’s all for today…i’ll write soon…if im rajin n i hv things to write…guys out there….love ur sweetheart all of ur hearts…

dAAAAAAAAAA