my own world of thoughts

Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple
Cause I hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple
By telling myself

That
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way
So, if we’re not together
I will remember you
I will remember you

We’re a picture
In my mind
And when I want to find you
I just close my eyes
You’ll never be that far from me
So don’t say goodbye
Cause you’ll never be that far from me
I’m telling myself

That
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way
So, if we’re not together
I will remember you

You were there when
I needed a friend
Thank you, thank you
I never told you
How much that meant
Yeah thank you, thank you

I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way

So, I.. I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way
So, when we’re not together you
I will remember
When we’re not together
I will remember you

* it’s always hard to forget something that you heart to..and for me, i will always remember the person that i used to have..altho we need to go on and just leave the past behind, it’s never been easy for me to do that. yes, every advise counts and i appreciate all the concerns that have been given to me, and im very thankful to have y’all, but it’s still there and always be there..only time will heals everything and may all goodness are poured to me and him..i will always love you altho you’re not mine anymore..

i will always remember you..

hye there..
lamenye x update blog ni..sorila, no internet connection at home. so it’s very difficult for me to get access with the internet. tp skrg dh blk dh aussie ni (oh why?) n it means that internet is part of my life now..for the next 10 months..

so, cuti dh nk abis n kelas dh nk start blk..but before i talk about class, just nk recap dulu ape yg dibuat n ape yg tjadi spjg 3 bulan kt ganu..

well i spend most of my holiday with my family. all ‘the’ plans to meet up my old frens weren’t successful due to the fact of busyness and laziness..hehehe..sorry guys.
i went to different places namely perak, kelantan and n9 for holiday..also kl, and had fun with my sygs. there was a plan to go to cameron highland but failed because we had to make a choice bet. pd or ch, so we chose pdickson since we wanted to go to nilai to shop there-nice clothes and souveniors i bought..hehehe..

then attended wedding ceremony, just once, because im not in the mood to see happy faces (dun get me wrong, k, it’s just being part of the ceremony made me sad in some ways), also attended engagement ceremony (to be one of the crews since the guy’s family was so busy with their stuff, so i had to be the pemegang dowry, nasib baik x jatuh ape2). held yasin recitation ceremony for my arwah atuk..it’s a peaceful time for me and yet sad..been to his grave and believe me, everytime i went there, there’s always tears in my cheeks. i guess, i couldn’t let him go yet.

my brothers n sisters went back to our home during the CNY holidays. so great to be with them. we had a big dinner together and went to Taman Tamadun Islam at Pulau Wan, Trg. since my dad is one of the project team members, we got the access to be there and enjoy the monuments. so nice, tho..the environment. i even took this boat called as ‘bot penambang’ for the first time in my life. it was great experience even tho i had to sit near to the boat engine. nasib baik muke x itam..hehehehe..but one couldn’t agree more with me that malaysia is so hot..i guess it’s all come down to global warming..

fyi, i took driving class, yeap, i don’t hv driving licence. it’s so weird at first but fun. i managed to gerak the wheel on the road. but because of the time, i didn’t manage to get the licence, yet. need to continue it end of this year. then came the sadness in my life. just 4 days before nk blk cni, i received a call from my long time ex-lover. he said he’s engaged now n getting married this june. my heart shattered into pieces when he said the words. but, like my mom said there’s no jodoh between him n i..so, i wish him all the best of happiness n luck..deep down in my heart i still have feelings for him but it doesn’t matter anymore..need to move on.what goes around comes around.. mane tau diaorg becerai ke nnti..opsss sori, i get too emotional there..sori ya, no heart feelings.

there you go. i synthesised my 3 months holiday into 4 paragraphs..nice eh ..hehehe..so that it’s easy to read

and now the class part..

new term will start from 24th onwards..really bz because of the time scheduling..i think i’ve more than i can do..yet i need to try my best.
the goals: improve my speaking n writing skills, particularly my speaking skills.
               just say what i wanna say
               just do what i wanna do
                 get good grades and upgrade my gpa (pointer)
                    strictly no men is allowed in my heart (for now)

thats all… i think i’ll be adding the goals from time to time

ok chow, nk mndi dulu bebeh

hv a nice day..:)